I must say this was a strange thread. I just moved here, actually, I am in the process of moving. I am a BB fan among other things. A few observations. DickieV - take my advice brother and seek help. I have dealt with many brothers in your shoes. Anger is your propellant. This bitterness you hold toward our white brethren is a poisen. Believe me when I say I have been there. I was a prisoner of my own feelings. After many years of anger, I have reached a point in which I blame no one. Ironiccally, I have attained much success since this change. The person setxbbfan made some valid points. He sounds like a friend of yours. Others also made some good points.
By the way, do the folks on the board ever talk BB - my true love?