I know how you feel. I couldn't look at this site or watch Sportscenter this weekend because I didn't want to see the cardinals winning the World Series. I too have been a fan for a long time, since 1988 to be exact, and have lived through the constant struggles of the franchise. It's very disappointing to see them get within 1 strike of a championship and not be able to get it done, yet it is very rewarding to see them in the World Series. I realize that they will not be in the World Series every year, but I hope they can continue to play good baseball and be a team to compete each and every season. You never know, they may be back next season and may get that last strike.